The hollowness is growing, but I have come to a level of numbness to this vacancy that the feeling is comforting. Darkness has become my security blanket. Most of the time I don't bother with lights. I shower in the dark, read with minimum illumination. The only way I can even function here at work is by making my workspace into a cave.
[I am in the process of purging my older drafts and thought I'd go ahead and post this one. It is incomplete, but I want to post it anyway. And after all, no reads this so who cares? Original date: 4/??/2010]
[I am in the process of purging my older drafts and thought I'd go ahead and post this one. It is incomplete, but I want to post it anyway. And after all, no reads this so who cares? Original date: 4/??/2010]
