Friends with Non Vampires...(suck on a snack before you do out)

I rarely become close to non vampires. They are....food. I know some like to "charm," even use their weaknesses for their gain, but cosmicly speaking, I see no grand benefit. Take last night, I was out with a combo of old "friends," and newly aquired "friends" and the overwhelming lifeforce was too much to bare. I came home completely ravenous. I see them all tonight, and quite frankly, I am dreading it. I know that my attempt to "blend in"....or as some call, "main stream", was, at first, fine but as I became full and comfortable (feeding on donors), I continued to feed and my drunk vampire attitude shocked and scared several. I am embarrassed that I let myself go that far, usually I have my master to monitor my actions, but he was distracted. Now that I think about it....is tonight a trap? Are these "friends" nothing more than vampire hunters in disguse? The older ones probably not, the newer ones might be... last night my master did finally noticed my over endulgence and took me home. He then drained me, brought me back to a more manageable level. Although even this morning, I am still feeling them corsing through me.